BEST ADVICE THRU LYRICS

Have u hear a song that give you advice about Life?
Nickelback did...
below are their few tat really got to me

If today was your last day
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If Everyone Cared
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing Amen

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)

[Chorus x2]

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...

[Chorus]

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

can u change a person?

hmmm~
it is not easy as the time goes by..
u try to change 4 the sake of your love one coz u believe that says 'ppl change when they are in love as they would do anything 4 the other half'.
nampak seme nih berlaku depan mata.
ppl begged, cried,make promises and you can see they DID try la kan to change..and bcoz they want to,they successfully change the bad side for the sake of the one you love...
tapi bukan pada sesama bf or gf je...suami isteri,parents,sisters and most important to the ONE.
but wat if the other half are not willing to change?
not because of anything pun...cuma dia rasa kalau dia berubah, dia BUKAN diri dia sendiri as he will turn to someone else...
there was a long pause before a statement came out which lead to a disaster-'change to be a better person does not change the real you.it only fix the flaw that you have'. you can hear a long 'sigh' coming out before he came out with 1 statement that he regret it after 8 years 'i am who i am!i am not those guys!i am ME!'

well anyway,I dont have this problem before with my other relationship but with him aiyoooo~ but over the first year of the relationship as both of us din realize how the time flies before our friends says 'OMG~u guys are still together after these years?Gila ar~' which then only v noe n start to tick the day v meet which v oso forget!hahaha then the problem started-started off with the scene of love-bird holding hands and the sales assistance in 1Utama ask me if i can send regards to my BROTHER-as v dun act like 1.when pertikaian berlaku -jawapan artis- 'i am who i am!i am not those guys!i am ME!' n then he started to say that even do he is younger,he need to be respected-which i dunt~so becoz i really in lurve-katernyer, i change n respect him more n understand him more n eh seme la benda just for him.....but when i ask him to do the same- jawapan artis- 'i am who i am!i am not those guys!i am ME!'

then after 8 years it was the question of why cant u console me when u noe im sad or kecik ati?he just stood there n kept quiet n then the question of the day-if u bebetul sayang then gif me 5 thing tat u do to in order to prove tat u really do sayang--------------------------------------------------a long pause of 20 minutes with silent before the answer came out which was rejected due to not achieve.so due to the frustration, i went silent and become lunatic after tat n change the subject and he simply forget the issue before i brought it up again and his promises came n go but the jawapan artist is always there to act as a defense weapon.and became lali oledi with the answer n his attitude.until i cant take it anymore~biasala -my hand sure bengkak punya kan?and fer all this years he did not understand the meaning of 'CHANGE' and that nite he finally get it..tapi i just give him 3 weeks max before he FORGET about the argument...or maybe i shud just go and follow wat ever they say?tapi skang nih dah nampak macam dah lupa jer apa yang di promise kan??

i was depress..not having a blast n just pretend nothing happen but then how to forgive n forget?so?can u change a person?i was being told n taught that u can change a person but the person need to realize n make it happen.but this does not happen to this 8 years relationship...can an individual live together by just let it go?

What if?

If I Die Tonight
If I die tonight
What would I do
On my last day
I know I’d wake early
In the morn’ for crack
Of dawn’s last pray
Then prolly go for breakfast
Like I used to do
Fried kuey teow FAM
And roti canai at Raju’s
With my boo
And friends from way back
Neighborhood homies
Extended fam
They only know me
As that same cat
With that shaved head
Rocking Cross Colors
Sneaks to school
Writin’ rhymes at the back of class
Playing tricks on fools
Then I’d come back to the crib
Tidy up a bit
Y’all know my room’s messy
Though classy
Start arrange my ish
Line up my shoes one by one
Start with Jordans
And end with them Air Force Ones
Put a Post-it on the tongue
Of each one
With the name of each dun
I think I know my homies
And who would want which one
Get on the phone
And holla’ at everybody
It’s nearly noon
Gots to have lunch
With the family
Then spend the last day
I don’t know
Try do a million other things
Hoping somehow
Time will slow
I guess what
I’m trying to say is
Take everyday
Like it was your last
Work towards your dreams
Before you pass
And have a blast
While you at it
‘Cause we don’t know
When we go go
So make the best of it
Just keep it real to yourself
And to all people
If y’all lost somebody before
Remember there’ll be a sequel
If I die tonight
You know it’ll be alright
Just smile for me
Reminisce the fond memories
Well if I die tonight
I wonder
Where I’ll be tomorrow
Nobody cry please
Push away the sorrow
‘Cause I ain’t been
The best of men
The best of friends
The best of mom
And daddy’s last son
The best of anything
Tell Joe here’s a last one
If I die tonight
Would I be forgiven
By all the people
I been slackin’ with
When I was livin’?
Those who I hurt their hearts
Took advantage of
And even lied to
Hug you one last time
For forgiveness
Yeah I would like to
If I die tonight
Would you feel the loss?
Tomorrow would you dial
My number by accident
Then suddenly… pause?
If I die tonight
I wonder who would get
To keep my caps and shoes
Jerseys, even my little
Stuffed crocodile Coco too
Get my cell phone
Message everyone from A to Z
Tell ‘em this ain’t Malique
He passed away last night
And pray he rest in peace
If I die tonight
Would you think of my room
When you see blue
Wanted to clean it up this morning
But then I never knew
If I die tonight
What would happen to Tim
How long would it take
Before she kissed another man?…
God damn…
At fast food joints
Would she still order
The same combo meal for two?
Things I wish I knew…
A cute lil’ thing
To many eyes
To me you were simply
A beautiful thing
I tell no lies
We went from
Mere invisible friends
To pals real tight
Rendezvous up on the net
To chitty chat all night
I used to pick you up
Until you got your own ride
A slammin’ two door whip
A grey 36-72
Lookin’ all slick
Remember when I asked why this
You said because it’s real fast
So you can rush
To see your boy after class
The last time
We met was ‘01 September
You left feelin’ upset over… something
I can’t remember…
I never apologized
Till January 10th 2003
When I heard you passed away
When I was deep in my sleep
Your loss taught me
Not to take my friends for granted
Misunderstandings
Gotta slam it quick
Death you never plan it
You’re sorely missed down here Wawyn
Rest in peace
This too shall pass
But our true friendship will never cease…
Love…

Splinter in My Heart

SPLINTER IN MY HEART

‘It’s kind of sad really
Guess I’m the sort who’ll linger
When the credits roll
I still can’t leave a picture
The picture I hold
In my heart

There’s a road that left to travel
There’s reggies left to burn
There’s song that havent written
Lesson left to burn

There’s reasons left to fight
There’s you to kiss good night
Hold on…
Hold on tight

It makes me mad really
Wish I could blame a twister
Or a hurricane,
Or my pesky sister
Wish I could blame away this feeling
In my heart ‘

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pernah tak ko tetiba ko rasa ko keseorangan di suatu tmpat yang penuh dengan manusia?bkn krn ko tak kenal mereka…bkn juga kerana mereka berada di suatu penjuru yang lain.mereka kenal ko.mereka berada berdekatan.tapi ko yang sendiri rasa mcm sesuatu yang di luar biasa dari biasa.ia juga kelihatan seperti ada missing pieces.dan ko pun gigih mencari the missin pieces tapi sampai sudah pun ko tak akan dpat jumpa pun benda yang ilang tuh…ko tanak tnya kerana ko takot ko salah sangka akan situasi. walaupun ati memberontak melampau nak tau sebabnyer, tapi sampai ketika ko terpaksa berundur dan ko hanya berserah pada takdir…dan kerana ini juga kemudiannyer ko secara tetiba kembali ke zaman asal waktu ko sampai ke tempat kerja yang baru tnpa kenalan.segalanyer ko lakukan keseorangan…berbicara hanya perlu….

BODO BETUL SAYA KAN?

October 2nd, 2009 by asysfreak

6 thn sudah berlalu….dan akhirnya dia nyatakan betapa dia masih tidak yakin pada diri dia yang ble ka atau pun tidak…6 thn….bayangkan?dan aku masih di sini masih ttp menanti dan menunggu?

knp perlu aku menanti jika dia tidak yakin pada diri dia sendiri?aku rasa mmg aku nih dah gila!aku rasa aku ptt behenti menanti dan buka ruang di tempat lain….krn benar la dia bkn utk aku dan slpas 6 thn baru aku dpt tau?sungguh bagus skali……i wasted my life, my love with someone who dun haf the confidence in himself…apa jaminan yg dia ble bagi?lansung TADA!DAMN

Kenangan ari raya part 0.5

September 27th, 2009 by asysfreak

ari nih 7 september…laie lebih kurang 2 minggu laie nak raya da.tahun nih aku wat kueh raya.and aku jual kueh raya ….rasa segan sebenarnyer aku nak jual pasal aku tak reti nak jual menda pun…tapi alhamdulilah jualan agak memberansangkan…tenkiu OUTLOOKIAN’s

cuma aku nak citer…umur pun dah ala² 28 dah nih…ingat tak zaman skolah dlu waktuh tader teknologi canggih nih (sms/mms or email) kita slalu g beli kad raya pas tuh perabis berpuluh² duit utk anta kat kawan² yg jauh².pas tuh bila dapat reply, trus kata ‘u r my fren’..hahahaha pas tuh hias la kat pokok ka …tampal kat dinding ka…alahai~besh kan?it seems so long time ago since the day kan?frankly speaking, aku rindukan zaman itu…so krn itu la aku g beli kad raya and aku bagi kat kenkawan aku….tak balas takpa…tapi just to share dgn derang ssuatu yg aku penah rasa dulu dan mungkin mereka sempat merasa waktu itu

dan menjadi kegembiraan aku utk pasang pelita keliling umah (walaupun umah dah ader lampu bulat) utk kembalikan balik zaman keseronokan waktu itu dengan main bunga api ngan mercun katak…tapi pelik skang nih byk citer krajaan banned benda nih seme as takut merbahayakan tapi aku rasa kalu dia tak banned, tader kot timbul citer budak masuk spital krn mercun buatan sendiri?heheheheh

tapi satu benda tak penah berubah ….kami yg sentiasa menghitung ari dah waktu bila nak berbuka and bila nak raya….rasa mcm sekejap je posa thun nih….

so slamat ari raya n selamat berpose

kenapa eks?

July 10th, 2009 by asysfreak

aku proposed am tuk tunang…tah brapa kali tah baru akhirnya dia setuju…tapi ak tak yakin kami akan kawen…dan kata2 ahli nujum seme agak macam menjadi kenyataan.bkn nak percaya…syirik kalu kita percaya benda² nih mcm nih…aku tau itu…tapi semenyer macam ke arah itu…dan aku macam terasa sangat untuk pergi jauh…lupakan dia…tapi mcam ner?

coretan since the last i update blog—-Jul & Aug 2008

May 10th, 2009 by asysfreak

dah lama gak aku tak menulis dalam blog nih.its been quite sometimes since aku tulis blog nih atau pun masuk frenster nih. bila baca coretan2 yang lalu rasa kelakar pun ada rasa aku nih giler pun ada…uiks giler ar…thing goes by fast and thing change…walaupun orang nyer tak change

did i tell u that i did lose weight?i loss at least 20kg…hahahaha jangan la terkujat plak…aku tak tipu…aku sanggup letak gambar untuk provekan…i did!my prev weight was 90kg(huhu) and turun until 70kg. and i can wear wateva..sampai jeans adek aku pun aku sambar…huhuh n it takes me a month and a half? tapi memula tak prasan as bila timbang, berat tak turun lansung but the diff nampak kat baju…bila baju jadi loose, tetiba baju yang aku pakai dulu ketat la nih mcm loose gile…pergh!mmg HEPI gilos…but sayangnyer i gain 6kg back coz aku tak jaga pemakanan aku….so ble ada bdk komen, barula aku kalot2 kuruskan balik…huhuhu..it will does take a while to tolak balik the weight i gain…but ppl says im look good. tapi mak aku kata x pun…do u now wat is actually my ideal weight kalau dikira ikut ketinggian?its 65kg..wakakaka.tapi even bila aku punya weight turun jadi 70kg pun ppl sed i look cengkung…huhuhuh….so la nih masih bertungkus lumus…untuk turunkan berat…..so antara benda yang aku proudkan berlaku la…

sebelum kurus

selepas kurus

ada nampak beza kan?

dan kemudiannya, aku dah berenti keje kat The Gardens…bulan 7 aku benti as aku dapat keje kat RHB Bank. mati2 aku ingat aku takan dpt keje kat RHB Bank tuh pasal masa interview tuh aku jawab memain…so bila dia call gitau aku dpt keje tuh, aku punya la terkujat…aduyai~tapi pasal aku kena cari permulaan baru, aku ttp gak terima keja tuh…

memula mmg kalut nak pilih antara stay keje kat The Gardens atau tukar keje and dapat upgradekan life aku…lepas aku pk seminggu, aku buat keputusan untuk berenti…aku tnaya pendapat K.Rose, Netd ngan Lynn even Abg zam.seme bagi aku gud respon…cuma aku jer berat nak lepaskan my comfort zone…

but i need to change…kena gak wat sesuatu…

and pada 4/8/2008, aku stat la keje kat RHB Bank.sumpah sampai mati pun aku tanak ngaku yang aku adalah anak mak aku krana aku tkut kata2 orang..but ppl found out gak akhirnya…being the tallest + big boned gurl kat CCC, RHB Bank tuh ppl seems to notice you…very clearly…tapi seres ppl still find out gak…and aku kena jaga reputasi mak aku…kalooooooooooottt

hahahahah…but things was not as gud as i expected…tetiba aku jadi kera sumbang. ppl seems dun like me tat much…ramai gak yang pandang aku mcam aku ada kutuk merka,atau tanak berkerjasama…mayb gak they noe bout me.so they wat satu pemahaman yang aku nih jahat.so everyday lpas keje, aku slalu gi garden jumpa bdk2…lepak2…tapi bila ko dah tak keje situ, ko akan terasa satu ruang kosong antara mereka2 tuh ngan ko.so mmbuat kan aku berpk yang ruang aku bukan lagi kat sana….sekelip mata u become outsider.

so aku sket2 berbaik ngan Nida & Sarah.okla…then aku kawan ngan Hazwani…aku sebenarnya segan ngan derang yang aku rasa agak baik dari aku….then aku jumpa kelompok yang aku rasa besh…seres aku kata…its not easy to make frens…its not easy to know apa sbnarnya yang bermain kat kepala otak mereka nih…tapi aku tgk bdk2 nih ikhlas….so aku truskan…aku tanak benda dulu berulang kembali…ppl can says that i look snobish when in fact i am not…aku sbnarnya segan…SUMPAH aku ckpa aku segan

kenapa?

July 13th, 2007 by asysfreak

im not in a gud condition rite now…salah ker kalau aku tanya kat mana?adakah ssh untuk menjawap?dia dah benar2 menolak aku kan?dia dah tak perlukan…segalanya ttg dia…dia yg ada maslah…seme orang harus fhm!dia tak kesah akan segala crita yang bleh meretak kan kami….dia tak kesah…yang penting skanag ialah yang dia punya masalah!

aku cuba untuk berundur…tapi bukan senang kan nak berundur dan melupakan?dia …aku rasa tidak punya masalah untuk melupakan….

apa saja permintaan aku dia hanya kata ianya…………………………………………..

you off?

May 9th, 2007 by asysfreak

masuk ari nih dah erms…dekat 5 bulan la kot aku keje kat tmpat nih.mmg tak di nafikan yg aku tak brapa gmar sbnarnya keje kat situ tapi bkn snang nak cari keje lain kan?so aku tabahkan ati dan truskan gak keje kat citu.aku bknla antara pkerja baru yg cmerlang as aku punya critical error is like dozen…smpai nak di kira dgn jari pun dah tak terkira…so as u can see aku tak brapa suka utk dtg keje as aku sure kene bambu dek supervisor aku yg aku rasa dah berbuih mulut marah aku!so kekadang tetiap ari tuh aku ada sket la berbelah bagi samaada nak gi keje atau idak…tapi aku gagahkan gak g keje as kalau aku dok umah, aku sure kene buat keje umah dan akan dipersalahkan ats sgala bnda kat umah tuh….so itu la yg jadi kata smangat aku nak g keje (mmg mcm chilake!tapi tats the fact!)

keje kat situ nih kena la keje shift.dlm sminggu tuh aku keje 5 ari, cuti 2 ari…tapi sjak 2 minggu nih aku punya cuti ialah hari org lain bkerja….dan dgn ketiadaan kereta lagi 1, no where to go la….so stuck in the living room controlling the ……..

its not nice for me to do complaining all the way in ere…but my off day were supposed to be on friday but i swop with another gurl…and i was so happy to swop as then i can go n see him them…so i asked him to take the day off on my off day and he actually refused and sed he’ll figure something out later tat evening. tapi dgn kecewanya aku wait like 8 hours till he called and sed that he just arrive home n ask me ‘when will i’ll come n see him?’ to my amazed he ask that and i am so pissed off.i dun feel that i want to talk to him despite wateva reason….the way he talk was like….so happy like nothing happen (kecuali yg dia sgt pnat!)…i was so frustated with the way he re-act…like i sed the other day to him…it was me who really need him…as he dun really need me like how i need him!and it really pissed me off!

im 26 and im getting older w/out future of marriage….and i dun think im going to get married even if i am 40!thnx a lot!

hati ini-1

February 20th, 2007 by asysfreak

langkah aku semakin pantas.cuba berlari mencari tempat untuk aku berteduh dari hujan yang semakin lebat.aku dongak ke tanah yang semakin banjir dek hujan yang lebat.tap tap tap…bunyi tapak kasut makin kuat kedengaran menghampiri.aku dongak melihat dia di depan dengan mengalas sebuah beg."ada apa?".dia hanya mampu tersengeh."seronok main hujan?kuyup sampai…."tangannya mengelap saki baki air hujan yang masih di muka aku.aku tengok dia kuarkan tuala dari beg dia.mengelap dan cuba mengeringkan rambut aku yang sudah cukup basah.

"saya mintak maaf.saya rasa saya dah melampaui batas."tangan dia yang asyik mengeringkan rambut aku terhenti."apa yang saya cakap ari tuh benar2 tak masuk akal-kan?saya sayang sangat kat awak…"aku hanya mampu diam."saya tau."aku tengok mata dia agak bersinar2."tapi kalau kita dah kawen, adakah awak dengan begitu senangnya melafazkan cerai?hanya kerana awak mempunyai masalah?"dia terdiam dan kemudian mengelengkan kepalanya."maka?"

to be continued

hati ini

February 19th, 2007 by asysfreak

kami berpandangan sesama sendiri.dia hanya terdiam.mungkin juga dia kecewa dengan keadaan yang sedang menimpa perhubungan kami.aku tengok dia sedut dalam2 rokok di tangannya.hujan mulai turun.tapi kami masih lagi tercegat di situ.

"hujan….".dia mendongak ke langit."nanti demam…susah".langkahnya bergerak laju menuju ke tempat teduh.aku hanya mampu tercegat di bawah pokok.dia kembali dan menarik tangan aku. kami berlari anak ke tempat teduh."awak suka kan dia?".dia tanya memecahkan kebisingan hujan yang semakin lebat.aku terdiam.tatau kot apa yang patut aku jawab."saya rasa awak sukakan dia".aku tengok dia bersandar pada tiang putih yang menahan pangsapuri itu.aku geleng.hati aku di buai oleh hujan yang makin lebat."tipu…saya rasa awak suka-kan dia…tapi dia tak balas apa yang awak harapkan…betul kan?".aku hanya mampu terdiam.aku tengok dia cuba menahan marah.dan kemudian aku nampak mata dia bergenang.dia berpaling, cuba sembunyi."kenapa awak beritahu satu dunia kita dah ta ada apa?"."kerana ko yang nak!ko yang mintak….mungkin ko lupa…tapi aku masih ingat….".dia mendongak."aku tak pernah mintak!""ye…ko tak mintak…tapi ko memberitahu aku yang ko dah tak sanggup nak hidup dgn aku!so kalau aku ckp macam tuh kat ko, apa yang ko rasa?"

dia geleng.menidakkan kata2 aku…."saya terlalu sayangkan awak….saya tak akan pernah sanggup meninggalkan awak!"..aku dengar suara dia tersekat-sekat…cuba menahan sebak.penghuni pangsapuri yang melalui laluan kami itu tertoleh.cuba fahami masalah kami.mungkin mereka seronok tengok drama yang kami hidangkan."kita cerita benda nih besok2 jer la…saya nak balik!…tak payah sesebok nak menghantar saya!saya tau jalan balik!".aku kumpul semangat aku untuk berlari…kalau aku larat mungkin aku akan berlari pulang ke umah.tapi terlalu jauh.tak sempat aku berlari, dia rentap tangan kiri aku."mengaku dengan saya…awak suka kan dia…awak sanggup pertaruhkan cinta kita kerana dia?sedangkan awak sendiri tak pasti samada dia juga rasa apa yang ko rasa?".aku terdiam.hasrat untuk aku berlari mati di situ.aku berpaling ke arah dia.aku tengok orang ramai masih tercegat."aku tak pernah mempertaruhkan cinta kita kerana orang lain.ko yang hancurkan cinta kita.aku cuma tolong hilangkan beban ko dgn mengatakan kita putus.aku tak nak seksa ko yang nampak terlalu terseksa dengan aku.jgn libatkan orang lain dalam cerita nih.""ko sukakan dia kan?".aku geleng."dia cuma kawan baik.kawan yang aku tak pernah faham kehendak dia.jgn risau…dia dah ada yang dia berkenan.dan yang pastinya orang itu bukan aku."aku tengok hujan mulai reda.orang yang sesebok tengok drama kami juga mulai beredar.agaknya tak besh kot?tak der scene tampar menampar atau jerit menjerit.heh

"aku tau diri aku…kedudukkan aku…..aku mintak maaf."kaki aku mula melangkah.aku tengok dia terdiam.berpusing..menuju balik ke rumahnya.mata aku tetiba bergenang dengan airmata.airmata turun bagaikan hujan lebat yang baru reda tadi…

to be continued

i know i know

February 2nd, 2007 by asysfreak

dah lama kan tak tulis blog nih?im totali busy with all those training…tiring but fun..meet new fwen…new peers…new environment…new everything lor…ahaks…ni pun baru ada masa nak upload gambar…yeah yeah…i still does look fat…i know i know…tapi i am trying to lose some of it…ada mission….im trying to cope up wif life kat cyberjaya…kadang2 tuh macam tak berjaya..tapi kena kumpul seme semangat nak bagi diri tuh agak berjaya….ingat senang ker?its not easy ok…ahaks…i want to be someone yg ppl be amazed….hahahha…nope not when see my BIG and fat badan…tapi amazed with wat i was built for…ahaks….like i say..its not easy as wat it seems….

chiow